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HIGHER Calling


The Lord wants us to be godly men and women and we can only do that through the power of the Holy Spirit. First thing that I learned is to love other people even though it hurts. People are not perfect. And so am I. Even though it hurts to see people that you love, hurting you, we must forgive and trust God that He is Sovereign and in control and He is our great reward. To die to self and live this life for Jesus because Jesus' life bought me with a price.

To go higher where we were yesterday. To be filled with the Holy Spirit and practice yielding to Him and whatever He commands, YES!

He has not observed iniquity in Jacob, nor has he seen wickedness in Israel. The Lord his God is with him. Numbers 23:21. And in verse 8, not to curse whom God blessed.

Truth is exclusive. And our past is not what defines us. 


In the vision, I just thought now that I can have not a child in the future if I just wait until I am well capable of providing for my fam. But, God can do the impossible. He is not bound with limitations. It is trusting God. We must be holy because He is holy. Not make Him jealous. Be honest. I must be humble and be accountable. 

In an apologetics class, I learned knowledge and faith must coincide and that is what's missing in me. FAITH. 

Jesus is my best. And I praise God though He knows everything about me, He loves me the same.

We are equal and we will be a blessing to all the nations. 


Poetry workshop taught me that I can pour out my heart to God through the gift of words though I am not good in expressing my self through the right words. And calligraphy taught me to be consistent in my walk and not be complacent.

In the photography workshop, I learned that exposure value shows that we have to have the right light. We have to invest in lens more than the body. Character over appearance. 

Think of God. Do not doubt when experience does not meet expectation. God has promised and so trust Him.

Surrender- heart fully His- please God

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