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No cap

 Been watching the NBA since the playoffs kaseee I have been out of it since last year. I have always loved basketball. Maiinis pa talaga ako when people make fun of it cause I enjoy being serious about my beloved sports. I even feel sepanx from my ball and the court kasi wala naman kaming court sa loob ng bahay and we are on quarantine. I should obey the government’s desire to contain this virus by doing our small part that collectively is a big contribution.

A lackluster living is a mediocre life. Same way with our walk with Jesus— we sleep on one defensive stance or take for granted one possession can cost us the win. 

Habits can either make us or break us. How we use our time now can affect our destination. So, how are we in terms of investing for the eternal than the temporal?

We have to continue to grow. The moment we feel we arrived is the moment we fall. As I watch the NBA finals, I was thinking about how the veterans feel about the 20 year olds that they are going against. Pride can easily come and that is the same way I feel when there are younger people better than me. I have a chip on my shoulder.

This pandemic has been pruning me as I said on my previous blog. WE HAVE TO WAIT, no cap. As I was peeling my face this week, which takes three days to be better, I was so impatient that in the first day that I saw how bad my skin looks like (which will definitely happen), I tried to peel it on my own but ended up hurting myself and needed another day to peel off completely after it clotted. Truly, we have to know the process and the timing. And not to be influenced by the people’s expectations. I did that because my mom criticized my face. Wanted to please her but ended up needing more time for my face to heal. I have seen how the Miami Heat have lived who they are and just compete without trying to please what other people want for them to do. After all, they have no reaponsibility of pleasing people.


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