In His Pursuit

NBA slipped off my hands. The once-in-a-lifetime dream. I thought I can finally live it out. FOMO- I have drafted this, and I think I have duplicated my draft because I was able to post a FOMO post a long time ago. I drafted this, 10/9/13. I am thinking of applying for courtside for the sake of FOMO but I do not want to miss out on God’s plan, so whatever His will is. I am cleaning up my drafts and trying to continue them before I start anew. I was asked by my disciple how I destress and I was shocked that she asked that. She really throws questions that are out of the box, if I may describe my meetigs with her. I sometimes like it, if I know the answer but most of the time, I do not know what to answer so I grabbed my sandwich, my favorite veggie delight from subway, and bit some to think and blurted out, how I am not good in accountability. No one wants accountability. No one wants to reveal their weaknesses. I have been watching the world cup and it is very hard how the coaches

This isn't just the size of a coffee. It calls for a big heart to respond to a tall order. No compromise, loving others, obeying hundred percent bringing Him everything. I have been steady with my walk for the longest time. And today, I feel so nervous with how my mom would respond to my shortcomings. You see, I am very much lenient with almost all things, and sometime even in my walk with the Lord. I am not very disciplined. And I fear that I will bring this to the future and not glorify God. My mom has her apartments for rent and I recommended tenants for one of the doors and they somewhat are not disciplined also in terms of payment and with money, I do not want to be pressured that is why I am very much maluwag in terms of handling finances despite of me taking Finance in college. I do not want tensions and when problems arise in terms of business, it is hard for me to balance being a follower of Christ and at the same time handling hard situations like asking for the ag