In His Pursuit

I am still bothered about how I felt last Saturday about leaving my family going to Baguio with friends. Reality dawned on me that I was leaving my family for a time. How much more if I leave my family to be joined to my future husband. I am learning since the beginning of time to be secure in God and to live for Him alone. But I always go back to it. I feel like I am going back to my old self that I wanted attention and affection from people. Which only Christ satisfies. I've always dreamt of having a nice love story written by God and yet there are times that I want to do it myself. Balancing God's work and your responsibility is almost hard to weigh. Just like being your unique God-designed self to being Christ-like. But only by His grace. In our weekend getaway, I saw how I am such a sinner. God humbled me and I pray that He would continue to humble and prune me into His image. I saw how I needed Him financially, physically, in leading people to Him and most importantl

I'm back! I started blogging this 2018 at the first two Wednesdays of January and I am continuing it for the last two Wednesdays of February. Commitment wasn't followed up. I'll jumpstart from that to start this blog for tonight. I was not so excited for this year to come. I have mentioned it in my previous write up since 2017 was a pretty much for me, wasn't what I wanted it to be. Distracted. So this year, I wanted to start cool. No expectations but wanted to plan and stick to those plans. One of them is getting into the gym more regularly. I am very lukewarm about it since my mom would always tell me that I am too skinny to go to the gym which I don't get because I go to the gym for health purposes and not to get skinny but I believe that I was fooling myself. I really wanted to get that abs. Yes. I am honest now. And because of that goal, I started the year, well every year, I run on the first day of the year. And I did ball. And after I met with a friend fro